drained.dreams.
extremely drained out. so much going on that keeps me out of the edge of relaxing my spirit. and ive been dreaming alot recently. bout random scary things like i'll dream who i'll meet that day (and it actually happens w/o planning), being trapped in a dark room me frantically searching for an exit but always there seem to be no door at all. And my dreams always revolve round the same place. like in my dream the school is empty and deserted with huge lecture theater that when u sit at the extreme back, the lecturer is only a midget. in my dream there's a huge tower with no doors (i have no idea how i land myself inside the tower when there's no door in the first place...) and in the tower there is nothing but staircases. no matter how hard i try to climb up and down the tower there is simply no way out. The garden in my dreamland is colourless. well greyish to be exact. and once i dreamt a bomb exploded at the colourless garden and strangely nothing was destroyed. and i bet people dream of toilets and had thoughts of relieving themselves (thus leading to bed-wetting.. -.-) The toilets in my dream are extremely huge yet again. with many cubicles. and funnily my toilets are without gender separation. it's a big common toilet with guys area alongside girl's area. the toilet floors are super dry, lights will be flickering, there'll be no one in the toilet although it's so dam freaking big. and as usual the eerie atmosphere sets in whenever i try to relieve myself. like imagining a hand will pop out of the toilet bowl the taps running by itself.
i guess that's what you get when you do not get enough sleep and even in your dreams you are not even given a chance to rest as well. hope fully i can stop wandering in my dreams and that if i do i will meet more people since im always alone in my dreamland. scary scary dreamland.
too many ramblings here. pardon me.
