Thursday, July 10, 2008 2:42 am
I dread the time when night falls and am left alone in my own thoughts especially in recent years when i had encountered things which i should not have been encountering at all if time were to track back and The Change in people did not occur. And when people suffering from sleepless nights say how terrible the experience had been, I can totally feel for them as the heavy emotional toil im experiencing makes sleeping a totally exhaustive activity in its own. And what makes matters worse is the fact that there is simply not a single soul i can turn to when i feel like pouring out all my woes. Sometimes not even the people closest to me or people who seems to be. I want to say i love my mummy alot. and my sister too. cause my mom really is very supportive of me even though i am in this recent mess with school stuff. and she is the first person i thought of everytime i need that somebody. although she may not be physically around sometimes. but it is always assuring to hear her voice over the phone. and my sis. with all her nonsensical msges just to cheer me up.
i am going to stop now cause im already tearing up. something which i dont usually do. nights world. i think i might need a shrink soon.
